So i'm finally taking physics and now I wonder if I can successfully get into the college I need in order to accomplish my life's dream job. I need 4 years of physics and up to CALC. So for I'm only an average student in high school taking the regular required courses. Not exceeding and just doing what is necessary. I just want to see if I can exceed and get into that college. I hope I can.
Why did I talk about this is because me and my friends were just there in the gym, working out (swimming), and the subject of graduating and getting the jobs with the most pay just happened to sneak into our conversation. We asked each other the same question that seemed to baffle us all, "How so?" How you going to succeed and be the man with the riches. How so? A question that baffles me for the rest of my life.
We stopped working out and just sat on the benches just looking out the window and talking about each other best skills. Apparently, we don't our specialized skills. 1 year left before we have to choose and finalize our decision. Sadly, it's like some god dam Asian just "ninja" my future.
Oh well, I'll see what happens. I'll just have to deal with it and glide through life with the luck I have.
BTW, "A person doesn't stop, until their mind is crushed by the persuasion of the outside world."
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Just gotta pull and shoot
So this weeks I spent most of time going out with my aunt that visit from vietnam and ate some good crawfish and some bad ones. But most of the time I just stayed home and chat and so so. But today was interesting because we actually played with our airsoft guns to the fullest. We found an empty area to play and we decided something like castle defense. 2 on the outside shooting the 1 guy in the playground area. Basically, shoot until someone gives up. But mostly the defender. So the game started me as first guy in the playground area (defender). The rules were simple I get shot 2 times and im out. Defender never wins until they can last until the day turns into night. I shot my friend in the face, HEADSHOT. Then my other friend was too far away and my pellets couldn't reach one. I decided to stick to one target and hit him. I got bored and went simple, then got shot 2 times. So it went on as we cycle through each other to be defender. Me I got shot 9 times on the arm but in return I hit my friends in the face 3 times. WIN. Now im just home wondering what to do and so so. Then waiting for my rollercoaster tycoon 2 +expansion to come home! Then I will rock the my amusement park with 5,000 people dead in my park. I shall be death park!
Quote: "If you're going to die at least die smart and not scream." -From a show I recently watched.
Quote: "If you're going to die at least die smart and not scream." -From a show I recently watched.
Friday, August 7, 2009
Let Me Tell You a Story.
Carlos was his name indeed. A bright boy from the start. No flaws says his parents. At the age of 14 did Carlos find and planned his career. After Jr. High, High school seemed to intervene with Carlos's planned future. It seemed he has fallen in love with a girl. No name can Carlos obtain from her nor any response from a conversation. Days later Carlos got a hold of her name and finally sparked a conversation of her interest, the afterlife. Endless talk from night to day, day to night. Nothing to stop Calors as his planned future was now focus on that one girl.
Soon asking her to be his date on valentine's day, Carlo's did with great hopes, rejected, broken down, his future came to a halt. He Looked at himself and decided it's done, back to studying and working hard. Soon Carlos got a job that no other can imagine he did. A job he was proud to be in. Met many people through that job, indeed he did. Who once was a bright boy who has fallen once into despair is now the boy with only one objective, obtain his career.
Soon he became cocky and finally understood he can go beyond his limits without having to worry about death. Pain was obsolete because the one day with the girl of his dream was like an unexplainable pain he felt. He knew that nothing can kill him except mother nature. He was able to attempt many things that people saw as a death sign. He became the smarts of the family and class but never attempted to go any higher because he knew if he went any higher, he would be crushed by his own strength.
Second year into high school and Carlos has obtain the knowledge to suppress anything that was unnecessary to him. Nothing can stop Carlos from exceeding and walking on the path that was set for him except that one girl. Every time he saw her, it was like the Devil just devour his soul. No longer could Carlos take it. Carlos approached the girl and asked her out on a date. She finally agreed. After the date he officially asked her to be his. She told him yes. She smirked a smile as Carlos jumped with joy to grab her hand and then only to see that after that moment, everything shattered and he was awoken by a shiny light. All Carlos can see was that God was in front of him with a depressed face.
Days later the news broadcast city wide about a boy who died by a sudden faint followed by a heart attack. A true tragedy they said. Parent's spilled the beans and decided to report to the news that Carlos was with a girl, the girl of his dreams, that Carlos would finally ask her to be his. But soon schools told Carlos's parents that such a girl never existed and no records of her are shown. Sadly, the boy never really got the girl of his dreams and saw what his future behold. Carlos only got the girl that sealed his fate.
His parent eventually gave up and committed suicide soon after their son's death. They spent too much time on Carlos and gave everything up for him. Now that Carlos lays wasted underground in a box marked with the scent of death, his parents are nothing. Carlos's friend, well let's just leave it as they really never existed. A bright future now engulfed by the dark mist of death.
Carlos's girlfriend was actually never real. She was a girl that he loved and only Carlos could love. The moment Carlos made her his, was the moment he finally obtain true happiness. Only to be crush with the truth God told him. She was a reaper to seal and end his fate. But the bitter memory he has of her, is that he only knew her name started with an "A". Now Carlos wants to tell the story of how his future and career was to get married and die with no regrets. How God ended it early for him because soon he would've figured out the scheme. His strength eventually led him to his demise.
Soon asking her to be his date on valentine's day, Carlo's did with great hopes, rejected, broken down, his future came to a halt. He Looked at himself and decided it's done, back to studying and working hard. Soon Carlos got a job that no other can imagine he did. A job he was proud to be in. Met many people through that job, indeed he did. Who once was a bright boy who has fallen once into despair is now the boy with only one objective, obtain his career.
Soon he became cocky and finally understood he can go beyond his limits without having to worry about death. Pain was obsolete because the one day with the girl of his dream was like an unexplainable pain he felt. He knew that nothing can kill him except mother nature. He was able to attempt many things that people saw as a death sign. He became the smarts of the family and class but never attempted to go any higher because he knew if he went any higher, he would be crushed by his own strength.
Second year into high school and Carlos has obtain the knowledge to suppress anything that was unnecessary to him. Nothing can stop Carlos from exceeding and walking on the path that was set for him except that one girl. Every time he saw her, it was like the Devil just devour his soul. No longer could Carlos take it. Carlos approached the girl and asked her out on a date. She finally agreed. After the date he officially asked her to be his. She told him yes. She smirked a smile as Carlos jumped with joy to grab her hand and then only to see that after that moment, everything shattered and he was awoken by a shiny light. All Carlos can see was that God was in front of him with a depressed face.
Days later the news broadcast city wide about a boy who died by a sudden faint followed by a heart attack. A true tragedy they said. Parent's spilled the beans and decided to report to the news that Carlos was with a girl, the girl of his dreams, that Carlos would finally ask her to be his. But soon schools told Carlos's parents that such a girl never existed and no records of her are shown. Sadly, the boy never really got the girl of his dreams and saw what his future behold. Carlos only got the girl that sealed his fate.
His parent eventually gave up and committed suicide soon after their son's death. They spent too much time on Carlos and gave everything up for him. Now that Carlos lays wasted underground in a box marked with the scent of death, his parents are nothing. Carlos's friend, well let's just leave it as they really never existed. A bright future now engulfed by the dark mist of death.
Carlos's girlfriend was actually never real. She was a girl that he loved and only Carlos could love. The moment Carlos made her his, was the moment he finally obtain true happiness. Only to be crush with the truth God told him. She was a reaper to seal and end his fate. But the bitter memory he has of her, is that he only knew her name started with an "A". Now Carlos wants to tell the story of how his future and career was to get married and die with no regrets. How God ended it early for him because soon he would've figured out the scheme. His strength eventually led him to his demise.
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