Let's go back to Childhood

Personal Thoughts
I don't know whether parents lie and know when to stop? I might be selfish for saying this but ever since I saw friends and family go to Disneyland, it was like my dream to go there. My parents told me if I did good in school I'll be able to go to Disneyland. Been busting my ass since 1st grade till 6th grade. No Disneyland. They said the opportunity will always come and I would be able to enjoy Disneyland. Yea, when I take my kids to it, but I want to first hand experience it. What it's like to meet your cartoon characters in real life and inspire you that anything can be real. Well too bad I'm all grown up.

Presently, I want to go to Japan and hangout with my friends. They said no, we don't have enough money. Why not go to Vietnam and then when you come back, you'll get a car too at the end of summer. YEA THAT COST LIKE 2X AS MUCH AS IT WOULD COST FOR ME TO GO TO JAPAN AND GET A CAR AT THE END OF SUMMER. Douches. Well what can I do? Just sit here and STFU with a faggotory summer.

Well I'm tired of all this "soon to acquired opportunity" because it's just starting to annoy the shit out of me. "Why do you gotta go to that school?!" "Well, I gotta learn from a school that can actually teach my major very good." "Well, you can just learn from a regular school and screw that future" "Well I might as well drop my ass out of high school and sell pot like a bitch on a curb"





Day Blogging

Well, I made lunch for someone but the person didn't come. SADFACE* Well I gave it to my friend and he got like an orgasm from the burst of flavor. I guess my cooking is really that great or is he really that hungry? Well I'm glad I have people to think my cooking is great. Love those people.

Well I did homework, jogged, and watched the show called "The Office" Well I'm watching it while writing this blog. Well I caught some chat on facebook and I decided to do one thing. GO TO ARIZONA STATE UNIVERSITY AND PROBABLY GO TO ACADEMY OF FINE ARTS IN SAN FRAN. Than live somewhere away from Cali. That's my plan. Oh yea, one thing to the specific person. Hint: Mustache: I'm still here and always

Life is crazy when you like you someone isn't it?

PERSONAL THOUGHTS
I remember back in Jr. High/Middle School, that I liked this girl name Kelley and I couldn't get over her. It was like nothing could replace her. I had a convo with my friend after getting rejected by for about the 3rd time, he told me, "You still like her right? If you do keep chasing after her. If you don't, still chase after her." I don't know wether. I should keep chasing after her, even though I was hurting her. Final decision; go to Independence. That is my real and honest reason for all those out there who asked, "Why do you live so far away and go to this school?" Going here, I made great friends and best friends too. The ones I couldn't imagine meeting if I stuck with attending Oak Grove. I also met a girl. I started to like her and after about a year and a half, I started to fall in love with her. But obviously, she didn't think the same way. My old self caught up with me but this time, I tried to forget about her. Even then, I still loved her. I wouldn't mind waiting another 5 or so years for her. I thought about that since October of 2009. I finally lost the love I had for her. She was no longer the girl of my dream. I started to like one girl but I obviously and clearly know she wouldn't like me. After giving her that one gift, I decided that she isn't worth my time anymore. I'm just wasting my gifts for her. I'll just stay friends. Now that's how it is. Friends.

ACTUAL BLOG
So like i said previously in my personal thought, I'm done wasting time for that girl. She obviously doesn't like me or even show signs. Just ignores and w/e. Well I'm starting to slip in physics because Mr. Briber isn't correcting my work nor is he even taking a glance at it. I'm getting hooked on to League of Legends (L.O.L.).
I'm also practicing marksman and sword skills. I want to at least be to fight with either a gun or a sword. Cartoon sure gets to me aha. Oh yea! Did I mention, fucking our summer is going to be cut short because of the new schedule? Eff our lives. I need a break from girls and hw. I hope spring break or this weekend would take my mind off.

Posting a new favorite song!!!

ZANG

So wassup? I got some people asking me why I stopped posting on Blogspot, it's simple, I had time to blog but nothing interesting to say. I don't like to get you guys to read the minor details of my life a lot of times. Main ideas and keeping it short. Sorry for not posting for the past 1-2 months. And thanks for reading. If you guys would like me to blog about anything like my life, love life, or w/e. I'll decide on wether to blog about it or not. So yea...

1/5/10
MERRY LATE X-MAS
HAPPY LATE NEW YEAR.

I been through a rough '09 year. A lot of shit happened like crazy but I have to admit, the shit that happened, changed me a lot and showed who I can be instead of what someone wants me to be. Now I'm just aiming for my future. Just working hard and going with the flow. Trying to fix my flaws and so but it's pretty hard. Making intense new habits on sleeping, working out, and friends. So during my x-mas break, I spent most of the time at home playing games with friends and going to two parties. Spent about 2 days with family and had a visit from my cousin from another state. My mom and dad don't really celebrate that much of holidays and tend to stay home and so. They no longer offer a glass of wine nor a request for my special dinner. It seems the recession got to them badly. Even though my dad is back and working with a better wage than before, my mom thinks we are still going to die and starve. Well she's getting unemployment money that has the same amount as if she was working. Basically she just stays home and gets free money. Me, I been looking for a job lately but been having second thoughts. Anyone want to help me out? Now I'm just focusing on school and getting myself licensed. I have resorted back to playing paintball lately ever since I got my new equipment and stuff and I also started crushing on this freshman girl. But she barely talks to me or notices me. Sad Face isn't it? We barely talk it's like one long conversation every month and that's about it. Well I'm just gonna go with the flow now and see if she likes me or not.

I forgot to mention, my school, independence high, is like WTF. They say no hats allowed! Not even beanies or w/e that would cover your head including earmuffs. Then they go to advertise, "YOU CAN NOT WEAR HATS ON SCHOOL CAMPUS... UNLESS... THEY ARE IHS BRANDED HATS." Profit for the school, what fuckers. They don't care if it resembles gangs or w/e. They just want you to buy the school hat so they can make money. Man, they are already making money from the school sweaters, t-shirts, and scarves. Their already making money off of the "ASB" packages or ASB a lone. Damn the school, literally. No wonder it has a bad history. Gang fights and awful school status.

Well I'll blog more later on w/e. Have a nice 2010 and remember: It's not over till it's over.


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