I remember back in Jr. High/Middle School, that I liked this girl name Kelley and I couldn't get over her. It was like nothing could replace her. I had a convo with my friend after getting rejected by for about the 3rd time, he told me, "You still like her right? If you do keep chasing after her. If you don't, still chase after her." I don't know wether. I should keep chasing after her, even though I was hurting her. Final decision; go to Independence. That is my real and honest reason for all those out there who asked, "Why do you live so far away and go to this school?" Going here, I made great friends and best friends too. The ones I couldn't imagine meeting if I stuck with attending Oak Grove. I also met a girl. I started to like her and after about a year and a half, I started to fall in love with her. But obviously, she didn't think the same way. My old self caught up with me but this time, I tried to forget about her. Even then, I still loved her. I wouldn't mind waiting another 5 or so years for her. I thought about that since October of 2009. I finally lost the love I had for her. She was no longer the girl of my dream. I started to like one girl but I obviously and clearly know she wouldn't like me. After giving her that one gift, I decided that she isn't worth my time anymore. I'm just wasting my gifts for her. I'll just stay friends. Now that's how it is. Friends.
ACTUAL BLOG
So like i said previously in my personal thought, I'm done wasting time for that girl. She obviously doesn't like me or even show signs. Just ignores and w/e. Well I'm starting to slip in physics because Mr. Briber isn't correcting my work nor is he even taking a glance at it. I'm getting hooked on to League of Legends (L.O.L.).
I'm also practicing marksman and sword skills. I want to at least be to fight with either a gun or a sword. Cartoon sure gets to me aha. Oh yea! Did I mention, fucking our summer is going to be cut short because of the new schedule? Eff our lives. I need a break from girls and hw. I hope spring break or this weekend would take my mind off.
Posting a new favorite song!!!
