Obstacles is what I died in

We been known to each other since childhood.
We fought many obstacles.
We fought them to the bitter end.
Even when one of us gives up.
Then we stand at the defeated obstacle only to know...
That we can no longer fight obstacles together.
We are no longer the people we known since then.
It seems our sides of faith have changed.
I can't say you believe in luck because you are luck itself.
Supported and never defeated.
I no longer see how you will become the person who would pull me out of abyss.
I can no longer see how we can interact.
It seems we have a new obstacle upon us
An obstacle that you nor me can bring down.
Unless we come to believe in what we used to believe in.
No longer are facing each other telling secrets.
We face each other with business on mind
And paperwork in our hands.
If I ever see you, it probably be...
70 years from the day I died in an obstacle.
You taught me many things, showed me the world, and showed me how cowardly I am.
Now that I'm strong, I became what you never expected.
Tell me, when you see me, am I a disgrace or a horror?