No regrets

Well, I cleared most of stuff with the girl I once truly loved. Now I know I can leave high school or this year [Junior] with no regrets and no more feelings towards her. She's now an obstacle that I cleared and opened a whole bunch of new doors to my future. It felt like 500 pounds were lifted off my shoulders. This wild adventure and memories started out happy and it ended out sad. I'm sorry it had to end like this, but when you told me that one day, we weren't hanging out because it was more like your repaying me for the one day you missed out on me, was just a heart breaking moment. That day, it felt like god just smite me with all he had. You're not cruel or mean, you were just trying to do the right thing. It seems nice but when you spoke the truth it was like losing a sister. Life is short and before you know it, you're dead as any other, so just forget about me and not wish that we never met but act and know as we never met. Friends stay with you and enemies will shortly forget about you. I'm not your friend neither am I your enemy, I just happened to be there. Not by fate not by destiny not by anything. I just happened to be there. If you think we were friends, I then can say you are truly cruel and evil.

We were never friends nor enemies. We were just happened to be there and talked to each other. I truly wish my memories with you would just vanish. Remembering you is like a weight making me sink endlessly into the void of no return.

-I'm sorry, just forget all about me and keep moving on.

It's none other than the person you named Mustache Boy. It was such a nice name but it lost its sole meaning and all possible definition that could've defined it.