It's finished and over with, that's what I thought

After today the one I truly loved would forever be gone. No longer would I exist in her memory. I thought it would be easy. I thought I can toughen myself and tell her good bye forever. But I was wrong. It was like my world shattered into a million pieces and all there is left is a new a world without her, without happiness. But still that new world can't replace the happiness and the hope she gave me. Sadness trails me but I will have to just reform and toughen myself. Never would I forget her nor forgive myself. But what has to be done, has to be done. All there is left before I leave is to see her become a successful student and graduating high school without me dragging her down. After that, I can truly move on with my life.

Good bye forever and sorry.